HELLO QI:)

Hi people, I'll not be using this blog anymore. I will be shifting and I'm gonna lock it due to personal reasons. email me or leave comment here if u wanna have the password to the new blog. Thanks. 

Woke up early today for school. I mixed up the timing( suppose to report at 730am but i told jing jing its 830am, so we both strolled in at 815am.haha)The kids were cute, rowdy, naughty aiyooooooo.and its so true that their fav hobby is running. They practically run everywhere in school, and they even run to queue up for food.cute huh. Colleagues were very nice, made a lot new friends, seeing daddy around in school was weird.I wanted to laugh out loud when the kids say: "good bye miss lee, thank you and have a nice day". omgggg. heart melt.

Met Ash and LS after school at Northpoint. LS was late for 1 hr due to a hair cut( forever late). Thank you Amos for the cookie:) very famous, and very nice! haha.Ate Hainan chicken rice( LS treat coz he late for 1 hr), and they were nice to accompany me to shop for bagpack to use for school. Damn happy now:) took bus to Lychee's house, and i facebooked while waiting for ash who had tuition upstairs. Then walked over to Zhu's house ( zhu can bk out coz he particpated in badminton) to slack while waiting for zhu to bathe and get change. Bobby's new haircut and t shirt were damn cute!!!! But he's still damn hyperactive and keep wanting to come near me and ash. hahah.

Some visuals taken using Ash's phone.
 

Zhu was nice to redeem 1 polo t for LS, and 2 sleeveless singlets for me and ash. Ash like the white one, so i took yellow.( see i sooo nice hahaha)

I was wearing my mum's turtle neck top and it was sooo hot.

LS and me laughed over america's funniest video.Zhu came in to tell me: eh u laugh v loud lei, i can hear u from the kitchen! and the aunties and uncle playing mahjong outside laugh at u. omg paisei.haha.

School start later tmr, so i get to slp 1 hr more:) waking up at 8am tmr.

Thank You Ash for the msg, and thanks for ALWAYS  being there for me.I know i can always rely on u,and lets not fret over those guys anymore. They are causing us to have more white hairs. We'll definitely find someone worthy our love in years to come. But i really hope u dont come back with an ang moh, haha.joking.love u!

You used to be my remedy,
But now you are a poison that hit me.
I was foolish and too trusting
that now i crumbled before you.
You're so close, yet so far.
I have to pretend that nothing  happened at all
and it's tearing me apart.
I have to get my life back on track
pls dont play mind games anymore.


The phonecalls with Ash, Mel and Sann were love:) Thank You:)
Lunch with daddy and bro at semb shopping centre was great. Dad took leave to bring my bro to the hospital today coz of his ankle.My bro's just so stubborn. With his injured ankle, he went on to play basketball for A div tournament, tchouk ball, and even ran adidas sundown (42km). He just dont know how to take care of himself.He's having block tests this wk and yet he's still addicted to gaming:(

Today i took a closer look at daddy, and realised he had white hairs and i reminded him to dye his hair tonight. He had indeed grown older. I think he's the best dad ever. A man of few words, but he's soo dedicated to this family. He cooks for the whole family every weekend, drives my mummy everywhere she wants to go, accompanies her to go shopping, help with the housework, has to drill holes( coz my mum love to put up photoframes and mirrors all over the house) etc. where to find such guys nowadays!!! haha.

Ytd over lunch, my mum was telling us abt her sec sch gathering with her long lost friends last friday.haha damn funny can. one of them( wanling's daddy) is her pri and sec sch friend. so the 4/5 of them gathered tgt for dinner after work.haha damn funny. The way she tell her stories, ahh damn cute.I also want to meet up with my friends for lunch/dinner/shopping even after i have my own family:)



 

I havent watch I love you man!!!! Which kind soul can accompany me to watch?? :(
Harry Potter's coming up too!( 16th July). Oh man. I so want to watch movies. Everybody's busy and attachment's starting soon!!!

7thJuly-10th July( yishun pri): 1pm to 630pm
edited timetable:

Tues: 830am-130pm
Wed: 10am-3pm
Thurs: 10am-3pm
Fri: 8am-130pm

Tmr i have to report to sch at 830am for briefing. Just received the email ytd night only.Any changes in my timetable will update here.

13thJuly-17th July( naval base sec): report at 7am. I'm not sure what time sch ends, but i guess evening onwards i will be free!!!

17thJuly-11th august: freeeeee:)



 

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If i could turn back time, there are a lot things i want to undo.seriously.There are many regrets in life, but at the same time, i learnt from my lessons.I rmbed i cried for many mth over someone. I rmbed liking someone( wa lau) who is not even my cup of tea( total regret). All these turn me into a horoscope addict, and I even went for palm reading and fortune telling.I thought that by doing so, I will know who is the one, when i meet him. My parents' horoscopes doesnt even match, yet they are so in love until now, and they still hold hands when they go out( while me and my bro will tag along behind haha). How gullible I was huh.

My pretty mummy and handsome daddy:):)
There's a hole there in the pic coz I pin this pic up when i stayed in hall.haha.

Now i dont really believe in horoscopes, whatever not.Of course these still interest me:) But i'm not tt into it already, trust me:) Time can really change a person.

I miss family gatherings. Now we dont even go out for lunch/dinner tgt.cant wait for my bro's A lvl to be over.I'm gonna plan activities for the family:)overseas perhaps i dont know.

These are the housework i did today:
-hang the clothes out to dry
-clean my table, every corner and edges, cupboard etc
-mop the WHOLE HOUSE! i took abt 2-3 hrs, because i mop, listen to music, talk on the phone, msg etc. haha. The amount of dirt was omg.I poured the cleaning solution into the pail, and went to rinse the mop in the toilet each time the mop is dirty. It was damn troublesome, but at least the house is clean now:)
-keep the clothes in
-cook lunch and wash the dishes.

Call me Maria Lee Shuqi:)hahahaha. went down to run for half an hr, and cooled down for another 10-15 min.It felt good. Later mayb going out to collect the ndp combined rehearsals tickets for tmr. Had been busy with housework the whole day tt I had to give boat quay a miss:( Really wanted to see the guys in their mascot costumes. One of the mascot is Black eyed peas, and we said mayb its black pea hahah.

I feel so accomplished today:) At least I helped my parents with the housework and it feels good. anw, I think my eye-sight have increased.am starting to see more double vision.sighh. I wan to go for lasik nx time.

Today began with subway lunch( at last!) with Ash, Amos( ash's bro), Zhu( who was on MC and tt poor thing had just bk in), ZX( who had off) at semb shopping centre.Zhu and I just forgot to take our cookies left lying on the table ahhhhh:( wanted to bring it in to eat during movie but, oh well. then went to fetch lychee( drop amos and ash for her tuition).Ice Age was ok only. Kids in the cinema were laughing at every single thing. haha:)

Then met up with ash( yay again) after her tuition at lz's blk, while we waitied for zhu to get his bag for army. KG printed this fake NIKE shirt for LS and it looked gd. so we had decided to use it for our t shirt:) We cracked our brains on what to print at the back( funny names like clique 7 etc were hilarious).  I chose either hot pink or red( if there isnt pink):)

KG brought us to Bukit Timah for another FAMOUS stall to eat. At first I didnt know and they keep saying want to sell me away. Tsk! Idiots! The food was HEAVEN!

 

Total 6 dishes:) I can get fat with them man<3!

Wanted to join the guys for mascots at Boat Quay tmr( but mascots have to be 1.74m!!!:(  Counting Down to attachment nx wk( for 2 wks). I'm having mixed feelings. Nervous, but i think i need to be occupied with work.Sarah's bday nx wk:)  and I have tickets to go ndp preview nx sat yayyyy thank you!!!. I'm not sure if it's in conjunction with the NE show for the pri sch kids. But Zhu and me didnt have a chance to go NE show coz tt time semb pri was a new sch. I want to see fireworks! ( ash oh yayyyy:)) Sun going out with ex-colleagues, and perhaps evening with pak peijin and gang( but it had been soooo long since i seen them, and i'm still deciding if i shd go. weird huh. pj n pak still ok since i saw them last yr, but it is the rest of the ajc ppl. 3 yrs nv see already!)

ps: Harry Potter's coming up oh yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy:):):)

There may be days when you get up in the morning
and things aren't the way you had hoped they would be.
That's when you have to tell yourself
that things will get better

There are times when people disappoint you and let you down,
but those are the times when you must remind yourself
to trust your own judgements and opinions.

There will be challenges to face
and changes to make in your life,
and it is up to you to accept them.
keep yourself headed in the right direction for you.

It may not be easy,
but in times of struggle,
you will find a stronger sense of who you are
and see youself developing into the person
you've always wanted to be.

Believe in yourself
and all you want your life to be.
The challenges and changes
will only help you to find the dreams that you know
are meant to come true for you.


This is taken from the little book of encouragement that my parents gave to me while I was studying for my A levels:) I always take time out to read this little book when i'm feeling low or feel that things dont turn out the right way. So to all those who feel that things are heading in the wrong direction, hope this help you:) CHEER UP:)

I want

-a sister so that i can go shopping with her, talk to her abt girls stuff, confide in her abt sch work, guys, boyfriends whatsoever. I always envy ppl who are very close to their siblings. My bro just cant be bothered with me.lucky there's still zhu, my another didi:)

-to know who i will marry in the future. and how many kids i will have( i want 2!). I always wish that my nx one will be my husband. cross fingers.

-to know I have chosen the right career path. hope there wont be any regrets.

-to attend my friends' wedding soon in 6 yrs time.and babysit their babies. ahh i love kids:)

-close friends who will accompany me to the day i die. I dont want to have soo many hi-bye friends, but rather, few and close knitted ones.

-to be tan, but my mum has been nagging at the increased amount of freckles on my cheeks.

-to play netball( like now! haha)

-to eat and eat and eat and not grow fat!!!

-to have smaller leg muscles

-to have smaller face and sharper chin!

-to go to Paris for my honeymoon!

-to have more money so i can spend!

-you to be always there for me. Just tell me abt it and it will make my day:)


 

went back to sembawang sec today.ate the cheap and gd western food( $1.50!!!). Saw some teachers like Wu lao shi, Mdm Phang, Mrs Goh( in the pic), Mr Sulaiman( promoted to VP!). It was nice going back again after 4 yrs!!! woo damn long.

 

then KG fetched us to tampines Ikea. Laughed until stomach cramp.pictures above:) 


this one is terrible to the max. but funny huh. haha. LS changed the most, even  wu lao shi and mdm phang could not really regconise him hhaa.

then we accompanied KG to deliver his shirts at James Cook University at Upp thomson( and got super  lost), followed by the 'famous' yu pian tang at marsiling.haha.

omg ash was right, i'm having withdrawal symptoms. I just cant stop thinking.

anw, zhu-get well soon ok. see u on thurs if u have recovered.tkc! we love u!

I struggled to wake up this morn. suppose to meet LS 9am at khatib gym.But tt idiot was late( as usual!!!). anw, was glad tt i exercised today :) I felt so much happier as compared to ytd.I need those endorphins!:) Meeting the rest for lunch tmr( if semb sec cant, mayb nearby). But i really miss the cheap western food, and the aunty too.It has been ages!

anw, I felt really touched when u said those words:):)  and thank you joce darling for everything too. I really learn a lot from her:)

I kinda miss hall days, where we'll all sit on our beds, have htht, cry when we're so stressed up with sch work, guys and sad mtv-s, dance to lady marmalade( kums dance like shakira!), eat maggie tgt when we had to mug, laugh soo loudly ( tt ppl came up to complain omg haha), wait for each other to bathe( and fight for the 3rd cubicle where the water is the strongest), etc.  Although there's my family at home, but the feeling is diff and i did enjoyed hall life too.Nx yr i have to travel( mayb lombang JitChong's car or go sch with mel or kums or ros haha), but i think it's the matter of getting used to it. 7 modules nx sem( sch start in aug). Pray that i can cope( 4 modules last sem and i was complaining already). Reminder to all: 7 July register courses!!! :)

i wish that there is a kbox with all the english songs, then i will frequent there hehhee.

Thank You for hearing me out, giving me advices, and cheering me up a great deal.Love u all so much! ZX is so sweet to develop photos for us. I was in shock u know.They are the ones whom i can have impromptu meet-ups, htht anytime(just a msg/phonecall away). <3

I can just be in my sleeping shirt and fbt, and even my ugly spects, laugh damn loudly, be a little violent(heh sorry), pour my sorrows, tell them all my secrets, be the fattest person on earth when i over-eat, but i know they will still love me the same:)

going to slp early tonight( instead of the normal 1 2am). going to the gym tmr morn.gd night everybody:)

The ominous clouds are really making me feel low.It means that the impromptu basketball plan will be cancelled:( I thought I can finally get some exercise, get to shoot some balls( it has been very very long since i played basketball or netball), and distract myself a little with the best friends.Give it 2 more hours b4 the rain stops, if not i shall hibernate once again. Hope to meet the happy pills later, at least for dinner if there's no bb. I really really need them<3

i'm still considering whether i shd make my blog private.cant decide.
 

I'm really moody right now. 2 entries within few hrs hahha. I need people to accompany me to run, and i need a hug from the best friends:(  what's happening to me man. I dont understand myself too.gd night everyone. Hope tmr will be a better day:)

Today KG drove us as zhu met germaine to deliver shirts for their orientation camp. It had been very long since i last saw her, and she looked the same haha:) then KG drove us and ger to Marina sq while she went to meet her friends. wanted to shop around for bday presents at first, but zhu, as usual, was hungry. so headed to drink teh( KG treat leiiii hehehe). met up with ZX( who was at marina sq too):):)

 

ahh bad hair day:(
 

After tt, ZX went back to do his duty and lychee joined us later on.wanted to shop for hairbands ( due to bad hair day) but gave up coz the guys couldnt give proper suggestions hahah. I was a little moody I'm not sure why perhaps i'm pms-ing. The guys irritate me by saying some stuff and when i walked v fast in front all of them keep running after me and pulled my bag etc hahha. sometimes i just dont understand guys.seriously. and i dont want to know what happened ok.

then went to eat ice-cream( thank you).

My Fat Face! ahhhh so fat.

I'm feeling a little moody right now, I feel like going for a run. But its late at night and its dangerous and i will be alone:(

It will be afternoon session for me at Yishun Pri( my frens are diff session from me sian), and i just called Naval Base sec and they say i need to report at 7am for flag raising.  U know what, I'm a very very timid person, whose greatest fear is being alone. I dont mind shopping/travelling alone. But not eating/ and in this case la. anw, i think it's time to grow up. I hate to be 20, as there's a lot of strings attached to it.

anw, I was super duper tired. woke up at 8am( instead of the normal 10/11am). u know how tiring it was to drag myself out of bed. I couldnt slp last night. wanted to continue chatting online but i knew i had to slp.Zhu suddenly called me to have dinner.KG fetched us to northpt to eat. I can laugh forever with these best friends.and i really think i ought to behave more like a girl instead of just laughing soo loudly anytime anywhere. Super nt like a tr huh. The guys, ash, her frens, LS's frens are all going club today. But i'm at home( due to curfew). nvm la.

1 more wk b4 attachment. and i'm seriously dreading it. I rather school reopen, at least i have my friends with me:)

everytime i'm at home, alone, i tend to get a little emo. Unintended by Muse had been on replay.

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love

cant wait to go back sembawang sec nx wk to eat the so-missed western food and meet up with more of my darlings:)  July is the mth where there are a lot best friends' bdays. I need to go shopping soon:) anw, i am thinking of wearing my mum's formal clothes for practicum. But i cant walk properly in heels. and i'm so chor lor. how man.

at times i dont know why i'm behaving /feeling this way.
 

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Heard this song at Timbre today: Brian Mcknight- Back At One

 

Timbre with KQ and Joce was gd:) i love HTHT with these girls.anw, the stairs up to timbre at old school was freaking long. it has been a long time since i last exercise.and and, saw Sann at the stairs as she ended work.( AHH SO HAPPY!!!!:)). meeting Sann for exercise soon! I miss going to Bukit Gombak gym with her then going to bukit batok for subway lunch:).yes we shall meet soon. waiting for kq and joce to upload the photos. they brought cameras too so i didnt use mine:)

anw, thanks for coffee plus the ride home:) really appreciate:)

I love HTHT, and love ppl who make me happy:) KQ, Joce, and the clique all agree on one thing- i must find a husband who can make me happy, and make me laugh.haha damn true la.

Yishun Pri called me today while i was at Timbre. i had to report at 10am on fri. Lucky Jiaying( Jinyu's roomie) is going to the same pri sch as me.i shall call naval base sec after fri's briefing. slap me if i procastinate to call.haha.

I need to exercise soon. it has been 2 wks since i last exercise!!! Sann and sarah lets meet!:)